I get bored really easily. Call it Attention Deficit, Creative Promiscuity, or even just pure, plain ol’ idiocy — I can’t sit still and only do one thing for very long. Can’t focus. I’m a racoon. And the fact that I’m developing a tolerance over my preferred brand of coffee isn’t helping my case much, coz when I can’t focus and can’t muster up some energy… I just lie in bed and stare at the ceiling.
So I try something new.
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Digital Brainwave Narcotics. Sounds pretty safe, right? I can’t find an audio file called “Work, You Piece of Shit,” so I try out a dose called “Content.” I figure that’ll help me be happy doing one thing at a time and thus not have to rush and lose focus — also, yes, I’m aware that this whole thing could be nothing more than a glorified placebo with fancy techy shit and a slick interface, but I’m desperate — and it actually feels like it worked… maybe a little better than it should have though. I end up just wanting to stay in bed for longer than I’d like to admit.
But then I think of something else I can do. Another dose is called Lucid Dream. Huh. I roll that around on my braintongue for a while and decide it tastes like a Subconscious Stimulant. So I figure that if I use that but don’t sleep and drink coffee on top of it all, I’d be more awake than I’ve ever been in my entire life.
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I have a mild bit of the shakes now. Not exactly tremors, but when I stick my hand in the air, it starts to fidget. I’ve been at the desk maybe five hours straight though. I’ll just say that’s a good thing. I’ll say it worked.
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